My eyes feel red

have you ever been up so late you can feel your eyes being red? as if every vein on the sides of your eyes has bulged up, so that the press against the sides of your sockets. so you close your eyes for a bit and massage them. but that only kinda gets rid of it. like, you can feel it, but it's much more faint. the annoying kind of faint. but at least it goes away. well, until it comes back again and you do the same thing all over. sometimes i rub my eyes until they tear up, and that usually does the trick. like eyedrops, except not nearly as effective. Where am i going with this? i have no idea.

Finals are nigh, and that means summer break nears. it's times like these we get introspective, look at how we did this semester, or even this year. for us older folks, we look farther back. What did we do all these years? Was it worth it? now where am i going with this? i also have no idea.

question: have you ever had to pee so bad you can feel it in your teeth? it's a strange sort of ticklish pressure pushing against your roots. sometimes i like that feeling. makes the act way more relieving. like you had to go so bad your whole body was telling you, as if your bladder wasn't an adequate messenger. again, no idea where this is going.

what a strange assortment of thoughts. maybe because i'm fairly sleepy, but not so sleepy that i don't want to stay up. I cut myself accidentally on a knife with a serrated edge on sunday. the cut's finally starting to close up, which is great, because my brain suddenly realized having a bandaid for this long is annoying. before today i barely noticed it. now it feels like i've been wearing it for too long.

alright, i think that's everything